THE PROCESS: From Marred to Restored

Trudy-Ann Holton-Graham

10/31/20243 min read

In this season, I find myself praying consistently and seeking the face of God for complete healing in my soul. With every prayer, I keep presenting my wounds before Him—those bruises from past battles, disappointments, rejection, abandonment and the lingering scars of ongoing attacks from betrayals. Sometimes, it feels like I’m limping in my soul, from the memories of the pain I’ve endured. Yet, I trust God for complete healing and restoration. This week He led me to a powerful passage of Scripture that speaks directly to this journey.

Jeremiah 18:1-10 says:

"The word which came to Jeremiah from the LORD, saying, 'Arise, and go down to the potter’s house, and there I will cause you to hear My words.' Then I went down to the potter’s house, and, behold, he wrought a work on the wheels. And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it."

This passage shows God as a skilled potter, and we as clay in His hands. Sometimes, due to our mistakes, the brokenness of our past, or attacks on our soul, we become like marred vessels. The Hebrew word used here for “marred” is shachath, meaning “spoiled, corrupted, or ruined.” This word carries a sense of something that’s been damaged, maybe even beyond repair, like clay that has become unworkable, appearing to have no worth.

When I read this, it brought a strong sense of hope and encouragement. Even though the clay was marred, the potter didn’t discard it. He didn’t label it as hopeless or too damaged. Instead, He began again, skillfully reshaping it into something new and even better.

Embracing the Potter’s Hand through Our Own Brokenness

Life can be relentless. Mistakes, missteps, and the wounds inflicted by others can leave us feeling spiritually and emotionally broken. But just as the potter didn’t discard the marred clay, God doesn’t give up on us, even when we feel “ruined” in our own eyes.

1. You Are Not Beyond Repair:
We might believe that the mistakes and struggles have “ruined” us. But God has the ability to rebuild us. In the hands of the Master Potter, we’re never beyond repair. Each scar and flaw becomes part of His design—a testimony of His ability to restore what seems broken beyond fixing.

2. He Will Make It Good Again:
Jeremiah 18 tells us the potter “made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it.” God doesn’t just aim to patch us up; He makes us completely new. Your identity is not defined by past mistakes or the pain you’ve endured. He sees who He created you to be. He sees His word manifesting in your life. He will mold you until you reach that place of wholeness.

3. Trusting the Process:
For clay to be shaped, it must be pliable, allowing itself to be worked on without resistance. In our walk with God, this means surrendering control, letting Him press into the areas we want to hide, trusting Him to heal the wounds we fear can never be mended. When we yield ourselves fully to Him, we become vessels fit for His use, a reflection of who He is.

Encouragement for the Marred Soul

To every woman who feels worn, broken, or beyond repair, I encourage you to reflect on this passage. You may feel like a “marred vessel,” scarred by life, and in need of restoration. But God is in the business of transformation. He doesn’t see a ruined life; He sees a future of purpose and greatness, and He is committed to shaping you into that vision.

Action Steps:

  1. Invite God into the Broken Places: Take time to pray, acknowledging your brokenness and inviting God to bring healing. Ask Him to touch those areas you feel are beyond repair.

  2. Remember, It’s a Process: Just as clay isn’t shaped in an instant, healing and restoration take time. Be patient with yourself, knowing God is working, even in the waiting. All you have to do is just surrender. Surrender to the process, surrender to His will.

  3. Keep Returning to the Potter’s House: Make it a habit to seek God in prayer, allowing Him to continue His work in your life. He will reveal His love and His grace as He reshapes you and you will experience His strength becoming perfect in your weakness.

This season may be filled with challenges but be encouraged. The Potter is at work in your life, and you are in His capable hands. The marred places are where His strength shines through, transforming every flaw into a testimony of His incredible grace. Trust Him to make you brand new again, because, in His hands, there is always hope for restoration and a future filled with His beauty and purpose.